I find it amazing that the gray-matter that lives between the ears is capable of such wonders and powers of creativity. In some it is not so much creativity but logic. For me it is all about creativity. I struggle with this on almost a daily basis. I often attribute it to being left-handed/right-brained as science indicates this is the creative half of the brain. I am not sure why but there are days when I feel a cloud of pressure within my mind to release something, anything that will remove the frustration within.

I seem to have dabbled in various creative media my whole life. Music, art, writing, broadcasting, photography and in some cases technology. I am not entirely sure what drives this. I just feel deep within that I can create something of substance. As if there is this one thing locked deep within me that I need to let out. Traveling through the various creative avenues of my soul I search for it without knowing what it is.

In the process, I have turned to writing to pause life long enough to look within and try to understand where this desire is located. My posts have become my own personal form of therapy. Without it I would not be able to vent some of the pressure of the mind's craving to create. How lucky people like Picasso, Mozart and even Einstein were to have discovered the route to releasing this creativity. How is the question I need to find. Some days I force myself into a creative mode trying to force something to emerge. Other days, I believe it is all about inspiration as I wait for that one great epiphany or lightning bolt to strike.

Until the moment of enlightenment occurs, I am proceeding through life as I learn new ways of expression with the resolve that I may never find that "one thing" but will at least become a "Jack of all trades but master of none."